Magical Realism in America
We made our childhood tree a kitchen
and a real estate office, a karate dojo
and a radio station. We rubbed wild chives
into pine needles and baked them until they
ran copper under the Pennsylvanian sun.
At night in the moonshine, my grandfather steers
his balcony from India to America and crosses two oceans
to descend to the land of this tree. He is tall,
and his gait, slow and methodical, looks as if
he's playing chess with air. He packs plastic cards
in his pocket and a note from my grandmother
to instruct me on my smart mouth. I offer him
our onion pines, our scallion trees. He puts down
a three of hearts and kisses Judith atop her head.
I tell him all the bad things I will do
when I am older and he sits, bony knees pointing,
one east, one west. Remember the robin eggs,
he asks and I am ashamed. I had taken them inside
and tried to hatch them with a hair dryer.
Blue, spotted oval planets. I held that dryer like a gun.
And when the yolk slipped through the crack,
I was devastated. Listen, I hate poems
about birds and grandparents and childhood friends.
I hate poems about birds and grandparents
and childhood friends almost as much
as I hate poems that break the fourth wall
like a cheeky high school play. It's just too easy.
But my grandfather's grave is in Goa and now Judith
has two kids so they must be summoned
somehow when I am terrible.
The three of us buried those sibling shells
under our childhood tree, the canopy just long enough
to cover my shame. No. The poem can't end here.
I'm sure he parted the branches and let in daylight.
Even sour light, he might say, is light.
-Megan Fernandes, ‘I Do Everything I’m Told’
On Listening to Your Teacher Take Attendance
Breathe deep even if it means you wrinkle
your nose from the fake-lemon antiseptic
of the mopped floors and wiped-down
doorknobs. The freshly soaped necks
and armpits. Your teacher means well,
even if he butchers your name like
he has a bloody sausage casing stuck
between his teeth, handprints
on his white, sloppy apron. And when
everyone turns around to check out
your face, no need to flush red and warm.
Just picture all the eyes as if your classroom
is one big scallop with its dozens of icy blues
and you will remember that winter your family
took you to the China Sea and you sank
your face in it to gaze at baby clams and sea stars
the size of your outstretched hand. And when
all those necks start to crane, try not to forget
someone once lathered their bodies, once patted them
dry with a fluffy towel after a bath, set out their clothes
for the first day of school. Think of their pencil cases
from third grade, full of sharp pencils, a pink pearl eraser.
Think of their handheld pencil sharpener and its tiny blade.
—Aimee Nezhukumatathil, ‘Oceanic’ published by Copper Canyon Press