Magical Realism in America
We made our childhood tree a kitchen
and a real estate office, a karate dojo
and a radio station. We rubbed wild chives
into pine needles and baked them until they
ran copper under the Pennsylvanian sun.
At night in the moonshine, my grandfather steers
his balcony from India to America and crosses two oceans
to descend to the land of this tree. He is tall,
and his gait, slow and methodical, looks as if
he's playing chess with air. He packs plastic cards
in his pocket and a note from my grandmother
to instruct me on my smart mouth. I offer him
our onion pines, our scallion trees. He puts down
a three of hearts and kisses Judith atop her head.
I tell him all the bad things I will do
when I am older and he sits, bony knees pointing,
one east, one west. Remember the robin eggs,
he asks and I am ashamed. I had taken them inside
and tried to hatch them with a hair dryer.
Blue, spotted oval planets. I held that dryer like a gun.
And when the yolk slipped through the crack,
I was devastated. Listen, I hate poems
about birds and grandparents and childhood friends.
I hate poems about birds and grandparents
and childhood friends almost as much
as I hate poems that break the fourth wall
like a cheeky high school play. It's just too easy.
But my grandfather's grave is in Goa and now Judith
has two kids so they must be summoned
somehow when I am terrible.
The three of us buried those sibling shells
under our childhood tree, the canopy just long enough
to cover my shame. No. The poem can't end here.
I'm sure he parted the branches and let in daylight.
Even sour light, he might say, is light.
-Megan Fernandes, ‘I Do Everything I’m Told’